We Are Going To Win…

     It’s Friday morning. I realize that I sounded awfully desperate and destitute the other night. Yes, I am guilty of that. However, even though I’m not proud of it, I have absolutely no problem laying bare the difficult and sordid truth to people I consider my family.

      I write what I do for multiple reasons. One,to keep everyone updated about Karen’s fight for her life,and my role as caregiver. I always pray that someone who might be going through something similar will find anything they identify with. 

     Obviously,the other reason is I am at times out of options to feed us,to get money for some transportation issues, rent here (which will end soon),or unexpected expenses regarding Karen’s care. I am not at all proud of that,as you all know.

      Yes, we were made fools of by people we thought we could trust. It makes me feel worse that I had to shift their obligation to return our money to asking for yet more handouts. I just would appreciate the understanding from you who care for us that because I will do ANYTHING to keep my wife alive, sometimes I do panic. I get terrified. My anxiety goes into overdrive.  It’s one of the worst feelings in the world to try and sleep not knowing if you can feed your family the next day. Yes,I feel guilty for doing it. However,if I’m not completely honest about what is going on, then there is no use in telling the story.

      I want the whole story told because I know WE ARE GOING TO WIN. I will persevere, I will fight, I will give her everything I have to bring her happiness and to ensure the medical team does the right thing by her, always. When we do win,I want all of you to be there with us. This is the way I’ll always believe.

      Right now,as we speak, it’s 4 days and 4 nights until we get the SSD check. This month was a 5 week wait instead of four. The way the calendar falls. It got to the point where I had to go find cans in the garbage room to eat one night. The money some of you have generously donated have the rent paid for another 2 weeks. We will hopefully be out of here by then.

      I am asking one last request for this weekend. If anyone can contribute or lend us $100 so I can fill the fridge here,and get some cat food, that will get us through until check day. I apologize for infringing once again upon your good nature. We truly are grateful to all of you. I am going to push through and we have a lot of big procedures coming up. I’m going to get us through this. I’ll keep you updated, and once again, we appreciate you investing in this family I’m holding together. We treasure you all.

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